I think I'm kind of a mess. I just cannot seem to force myself to do computer work for the main organization with which I am involved even though that is a responsibility that I took on. In and of itself, not particularly remarkable. Except that I happily do almost the same kind of computer work for a political campaign. Part of it is what I wrote about before, that I feel more appreciated in that context. I also feel completely overwhelmed in the context of my organization because it has piled up all year, so there is so much of it. But I think there's also some sort of psychological block. Resentment, or something more complicated?

Note: that was written weeks ago now, but Blogger was having technical difficulties at the time. I still haven't done much of the work, but I don't care as much at the moment.
posted by Mad Anne Rackham at 4:35 AM